I lost my mother rather unexpectedly about a year ago. This was a very different experience for me and one that invited me to see how many expectations there are around death and grieving. Six years ago, my mother became rapidly ill with Parkinson’s disease. It started wit a small tremor in one hand and … Continue reading Grief and Relief
Author: johannapansera
Wild at heart
All of my life I dodged higher education because I had this awareness I would have to conform to their reality. I didn’t have the tools I have today to create my own reality. I could only see the polarity in life. Either I stayed me and kind of stayed away from the schools or … Continue reading Wild at heart
To Be or not to Be – is that the question?
Let me just start by explaining this Being thing. You are not your body. You are far greater than your body. I invite you to come with me on a little exercise. Close your eyes. (Yes you do have to read the section below first! and then do it 🙂 Close your eyes, feel the body, … Continue reading To Be or not to Be – is that the question?
Once upon a time…
There was a pale, skinny little girl who thought that maybe she was a changeling. She was actually not even human, rather she was more closely related to magical beings like the fairies in the forest but she didn’t know this. It wasn’t as if someone ever told her it was even a possibility. She … Continue reading Once upon a time…
Sex as receiving
This summer, I met a man whose energy really intrigued me. It was unlike any other such meeting I have ever had. So many times I have attracted men that need some kind of healing in the area of relationship or sex, and afterward, I never really felt very fabulous. This encounter made me realize … Continue reading Sex as receiving
Who’s age are you being?
A year ago my husband left me for a woman 20 years younger than me. It seems like a cliche, but it actually happened. Though it was really tough at the beginning it offered me an invitation to a new awareness. As I then saw it: Younger meant more value, and a prettier woman, and … Continue reading Who’s age are you being?
Choice Creates 